A dream?

 I never (in the last 4 years at meast) have dreams about my soulmate. But I did, last night. I don't remember her face - but she had a brother who was against us marrying... 🤷🏽‍♂️ I just wanted to put it out there, just in case 😂

It's no longer a strange world

My father died on the 5th of February 2026. He was cremated very soon after. I cried - not because he was an extraordinary man - but I cried.

Rest in peace Mahandrapratapsing Jugernauth.

After his passing away, something happened to me. Guys, please believe every word that I will say here, because every word is true.

After my father passed away, I saw that my mother was taken ill and then passed away. After she passed away, I was taken by grief and passed away. 

And then they came. Not entities. Not things. I don't know - but the question was asked by someone - I don't know what - but I was being asked the question.

Do you want your mother to go through this pain, or will you take it?

It was a question - and I spent no time answering that I would shoulder it. I don't remember if I said "I will shoulder it". I don't remember many things from this interaction. But I remember that my vision became immediately so much worse. My right side (leg and feet) became so so much worse.

But I knew that would happen.

I want to continue... but I can't. My mother is beyond fine by the way. She doesn't want to hear any more BS from me 😑 anyway...

My Dad Passed Away

My dad, Mr Mahandrapratapsing Jugernauth, a.k.a. Mr Raj Jugernauth, passed away today at around 5 am.

I Can Feel You!

Dear Self,

How are you? I am sorry for the abysmally short length of this message - but I just wanted to tell you that I will win it soon.

I swear. Watch me 🕉🥰

RRJ

Writing to express myself...

 My ability to write has taken a serious hit. I had a catastrophic stroke that paralyzed me. Actually I had 3 strokes.

Now, believe me. I stopped all my medication. Except Sheelajit and something that will increase my heart function.

I will survive 🙏 Trust me.